I understand. Thy heart is too kind to witness such horrific actions. 'Tis hath been truly cruel. [She looks at Lavi's grave. Empty still, surely] The Dramaturge Esquire's warnings still echo in mine heart.
...if one is not familiar with villains such as these, 'tis only natural. [She pauses for a moment]
...Tsukasa, I hath spent two centuries in oblivion, with no memory of my past, with no understanding of the world I hath inhabit. I was...delusional. Yet, those delusions saved me, and brought light into the world of my companions. 'Tis not shameful to retreat until thou gains strength in mind and soul.
[In other words, if Tsukasa needs to think of this as an elaborate performance or play to keep himself sane, she will protect him]
Regardless, I shall stay at thine side, as sword and shield, till thoust feel ready to stand steady.
I was forcefully woken up from my deep slumber, forced to look mineself in the mirror and judge mine character and actions. [She touches the back of her neck, frowning. If Tsukasa looks closely, he might notice an odd tattoo. Small, nothing more] Yet, my companions stayed by me, and opened the doors to my future once more. T'was not wrong to have dreams and ambitions, as long as I saw it true.
I keep marvelling how well everyone hath come together despite the circumstances and this 'Father' trying to pit us against each other so...do you find your current "roomies" well?
[A little distraction time. Come on, talk about your people]
Ah, yes, they're all very kind! [smashcut to Gabimaru in the trial.]
Cantarella-san is very lovely, poised and wise. Nishi-san is... quite strange at times, but I feel as though he is a good man even so! I haven't spoken with Gabimaru much, but he also strikes me as a good person! [smashcut to Gabimaru in th--]
And Raikou has been incredibly kind to me from the moment we met. Honestly, I'm very grateful to be rooming with all of them.
Forsooth, I do appreciate them all very much. Lilia is such a lovely and joyful person, he hath many wonderful ideas and understanding of STYLES. His cooking is quite good too . [no] Lady Aerith is such a peaceful and gentle soul. But I must work harder to get her stories out of her. [Aaand finally] And then there's Professor Fandaniel! A gracious man who hath made many attempts to correct my pronunciation, and although he doth not enjoy cinnamon, he is too a good man. [NO]
... At the very least... you have never failed to put a smile on my face, even in a place like this! And that is something I'm very grateful to you for.
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[She'll take her detective hat off, and put it on Tsukasa's head]
Thou needs not to trouble thyself with falsehoods. If thou is in pain, speaketh clearly. I will support you, Tsukasa.
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He blinks as the hat is plopped on his head, and quietly, he reaches up to gently touch the fabric.]
I, ah--seem to have worried you...! But really, I'm... [Fine.
He hesitates, frowning.]
... It was just a surprise. I didn't think someone would really... [Do it.]
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Right... they... did try to warn us. Or... inform us.
[It's unbelievable, and yet...]
I can't believe I really thought it would just be a performance.
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...Tsukasa, I hath spent two centuries in oblivion, with no memory of my past, with no understanding of the world I hath inhabit. I was...delusional. Yet, those delusions saved me, and brought light into the world of my companions. 'Tis not shameful to retreat until thou gains strength in mind and soul.
[In other words, if Tsukasa needs to think of this as an elaborate performance or play to keep himself sane, she will protect him]
Regardless, I shall stay at thine side, as sword and shield, till thoust feel ready to stand steady.
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... "Delusions", she says, and it's so very accurate. He's being delusional here. He's been delusional the whole time.
And yet...]
That's...
[The sincerity, and the force of her words, almost take his breath away. He swallows, meeting her eyes.]
... Thank you. I... truly, completely appreciate your kindness! [The willingness to let him bury his head in the sand without judgment.]
But even so, how can I possibly keep moving forward if I can't even look properly at all of this?
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Then you are far more courageous than you realise, Tsukasa. It will be a challenge...but it can be overcome with the right mindset.
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... Thank you! I'll do everything I can, of course.
[...]
How did... you end up escaping those delusions?
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I was forcefully woken up from my deep slumber, forced to look mineself in the mirror and judge mine character and actions. [She touches the back of her neck, frowning. If Tsukasa looks closely, he might notice an odd tattoo. Small, nothing more] Yet, my companions stayed by me, and opened the doors to my future once more. T'was not wrong to have dreams and ambitions, as long as I saw it true.
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That... sounds difficult.
[He's not sure... if he could do that, sincerely.]
... Even so... I'm glad that you had friends by your side and still do.
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Indeed. 'Tis the same for you too, Tsukasa.
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[No arguments there. He's thankfully never been a lone wolf type.]
I have my troupe back home, and my family, and you and the others I've met here. I certainly don't feel alone in the least!
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[A little distraction time. Come on, talk about your people]
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Ah, yes, they're all very kind! [smashcut to Gabimaru in the trial.]
Cantarella-san is very lovely, poised and wise. Nishi-san is... quite strange at times, but I feel as though he is a good man even so! I haven't spoken with Gabimaru much, but he also strikes me as a good person! [smashcut to Gabimaru in th--]
And Raikou has been incredibly kind to me from the moment we met. Honestly, I'm very grateful to be rooming with all of them.
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'Tis wonderful, isn't it? We are all from different worlds, yet, we still hath made many connections.
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I'm sure you've been getting along with your roommates as well, but would you tell me about them too?
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I see, I see! It sounds like you've ended up with incredibly reliable companions in your dorm!
[n... no......]
Of course, you deserve nothing less!
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[Cannot be said for Don Quixote]
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Hm? I would say the same about you, of course, Don Quixote!
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Verily? Young Tsukasa, thou hast a talent for moving mine heart.
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... At the very least... you have never failed to put a smile on my face, even in a place like this! And that is something I'm very grateful to you for.
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Then, I am glad for thee, young Tsukasa. 'Tis mine wish that you can continue to smile, even through this and after.
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[Firmly, with completely unfounded confidence.]
Because I truly... do still believe we can all find a way to make it out of this.
[Except poor Lavi and whoever they end up executing for murder--]
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As do I. As long as we hath faith and soldier on, we shall stand united.
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